Sunday, June 11, 2006

disappointed and depressed, X set off doing her usual thing, feeling grumpier than usual. "stupid trashcans.what for make them grey?" she mumbled to herself, feeling as if anything irritated her today. she kept her eyes transfixed on the floor, in case she saw anything that irritated her more.
suddenly, someone who felt like the biggest moron in the world at that moment, bumped into her."OI. WATCH IT, LOSER." she glared at him murderously."i'm so sorry," he said and bowed his head apologetically.
she felt a pang of guilt. it wasnt his fault that she was grumpy. as he turned to walk away, she said" hey. sorry. i was not feeling too good."he turned to look at her and beamed a sweet, sweet smile.she felt herself smiling back but did not know what she was doing.
what was this?! her? smiling? the world was ending.
the rest of the day was more like a blur of emotions. her worries were gone. she could think of nothing but his ohsodiabetic smile. she was also cursing herself for not asking what his name was when she had the chance. she also knew that she was probably never going to see him again. once again. left with only a memory.

sinking once again into depression. she cursed the whole world for being so unfair as she sat in her makeshift bed. looking into the windows of the apartments across the streets.

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